I want to take you with me on my journey to finding myself in a messy world. I have been asking myself what my purpose is, because I have made so many changes in my life in 6 months that I am forgetting who I am. I am trying to follow Jesus and take purposeful steps in bettering my life for my children and me.

I recently took a step into faith and left everything I knew in South Dakota to pursue a new beginning in Oklahoma. It has been an experience that has me clinging to God. I have been clinging to prayer, community within the church, and sharing my testimony.

Background: I grew up with a lot of instability. I was a wild child. I remember being the light of the room. I was always dancing, singing, enjoying life. Through many traumatic events, I slowly lost who I was. I lost my inner child. I am trying to bring her back.

The father of my kids is an abusive alcoholic. He was so manipulative I thought that I was going crazy. (This will have to be another story for another time)

All you need to know is I lost myself! I lost peace, self-identity, and every part of my happy. I felt like I lost it all!

This is me choosing to reclaim it back! To give purpose to my life. To count my blessings. To inspire others that if I can do it, you can to! This is to keep myself accountable when I do not feel like I can make it through another lonely Saturday. This is my Story, This is my Song.